ughuhgufh you know that feeling where you want someone SO BAD like not even in a sexual way like you just want to touch their skin and hug them and feel their warmth and smell their scent and feel how soft their hair is and look into their eyes and hear their voice and soak in their presence like it’s physically impossible to have them by your side but you need it so bad like you just want them to be yours you want them physically there for you
There concludes the weekend of much work and many hangs! Now for more uni work and focus on real life.
Stoked as hell for tomorrow too!
Im so tired! This weekend has been long!
I actually enjoy working which is something ive not done before, im glad to be getting to more gigs again despite the who crowd kill bullshit of last night. Looking forward to another one tonight though!
Im even excited to get back to uni tomorrow since im proper enjoying the work im producing! Im also going for a drink tomorrow with a girl ive not seen properly since we were at college together which will be rad as fuck. Life is awesome atm! Cannot complain!
I had a dream about her last night for the first time in ages. It must have given me false hope or something cause i wound up looking at her ig this morning and it just made me angry. I don’t even know why it has though, ive come to realise i was just there for some entertainment and everything said was bullshit, and i should have learned from what ive seen in the past/what ive been told.
Tl;dr -fuck bitches
Just give me a woman with a ridiculous arse and I’ll live in it.